Its sad when youre excited about dropping your mom off at the airport and that you’ll never have to see her again after this. I thought maybe, just maybe she would have gotten off of the drugs for her one and only daughter, but obviously she has not desire to have me in her life anymore. Its sad to say that I have been replaced by drugs. Now whose going to love me?

I don think people understand how hurtful my mom is, by both words and actions. The thing that sucks is i feel like i cant talk about it with certain people because they wont understand. Im not sure if we’re drifting apart but i hope not. Its just not how it was in the beggining. things have changed.